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Pinks & Blues

by Camellia sinensis

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Further 01:15
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let the rain fall to your back because i won't be here when you decide to come back it matters not i'm sure, nothing matters anymore so let the rain fall maybe you'll understand one day if you let me but it won't be long before you both hate and forget me if i've ever seen you, i'll see you again i don't want to start because i'm afraid to end so i'll let the rain fall and i'll remember this every time that i think of you i'll remember how i lied and convinced myself that i loved you and if you won't lead, then i won't follow why do today what you can put off till tomorrow? so just let the rain fall
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Walking 02:41
i am walking to the store i've been this way before but i don't remember when and i am walking past your house as quiet as a mouse if i were to be a mouse and if i can bring myself to knock on your front door and if you answer, i won't walk no more i am walking down the road the way i used to go but i don't remember when and i am walking through the park i was kicked out when it got dark that's since happened again but if i can bring myself to call you on your phone and if you answer, i might never go home i am walking back home the place i've always known in the morning, i'll try again now, i am walking to the store i've been this way before but i don't remember when
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i know it's sad, but come on now you're only gonna make it it's not so bad, so come on down even if you've gotta fake it it won't be long before you're gone construction noise and biding time someone's in the backyard windy wind and windy chime i knew it wouldn't last long what will i say when you go away? it's been so long, but now i know what it's like to be me and when you're gone, yeah, when you go you'll probably never see me but that won't be for a while, you see
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the cartoons of this rainy morning fall away without no warning but on the news it's always pouring, on the news it's always pouring pouring i wear a sweater when it's snowing, but it's too big, and i've stopped growing but now it's summer and it's not showing, now it's summer and it's not showing showing they say i should mind all my p's and q's , but that's not advice i'll ever use the summer sky, the pinks and blues, the summer sky – pinks and blues and in my closet there hangs my sweater, if it wasn't so big, i'd like it better if it wasn't so warm, the summer weather, but it's so warm, summer weather
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she's the best kept secret in her group of friends unless you know her first hand, 'cause then it really depends you gotta wonder if you ever knew her at all and i don't want to change your world but i'm your hurricane, the boy to your girl i'm the pothole, the reason that you fall but i don't want to be that way i try to tell you, you don't listen and say: i'm a big girl, i know what to do i'm not for you, and so i go leave me alone you're climbing mountains and following cars don't want to redo what you've done so far don't want to do something that might not kill you she says it's worth it in the long run, friend unless you do it first hand, well then it really depends because you might find it's not worth it at all you're the rock that made the windshield crack the bad joke that everyone's laughing at if i had my way, we'd have never met at all leave me alone

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if, for whatever reason, you've ever wondered what i was like in early 2010, i think this is a fairly accurate representation. that's when these songs were written and recorded, along with some others that hopefully only really exist on my hard drive at this point. i was learning how to write songs. i was naive about most things, and had no idea what i was doing. i was shaky-voiced and nervous. i wrote songs about wearing sweaters, and i didn't really understand how to use a minor ninth chord. so basically i was exactly the same as i am now.

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released March 1, 2010

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